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In fact, losing one of my boys has only made me want to write more.
Perhaps, in some small way to a few people, another of Heath's
 characters can continue to exist in Ennis, and D, as I write them.
somehow,this is one of the ways for some people like me,
to remember and keep our beloved ones alive in our hearts.
i wanna make sure all my Jacks got their Ennises by their side,safe and sound.
i wanna make sure all my Jacks and Ennises stay together,safe and sound.


i don't want to say goodbye.

Heath,you are the face,the voice,the spirit of my beloved Ennis,
you gave him life,you gave him soul,how i appreciate your
interpretation.You're so perfect.You are perfect.

Rest in peace,little darling.

Anything interesting up there in heaven ?

May you rest in peace.

go to sleep,may your sweet dreams come true...



i don't fucking believe it!!!!!!!!!!!! 



看來不少人跟我同病相憐,前幾天想留言,光是搞lj talk就搞得電腦頻頻當機,作者鎖了留言功能,沒有信箱,俺只能躲在角落畫圈圈暗自哭泣,嗚嗚,我心愛的OTB老頭EJ ~~T_T還有NA系列鮮嫩青春50年代的青少年EJ,嗚嗚,姐姐好想你們啊Q_Q

Going Home:Latest news

Latest news
Sorry everyone -

Shortly after posting my teaser other events overtook me and my plans to finish off quickly were scuppered. I've been hoping to get some time to finish (Jack and Ennis are in limbo at Marie's house right now) but it hasn't happened. I'm truly sorry after getting you all excited with my little snippet.

I have a couple of major things going on right now so I can't say when I'll get finished. I made a decision that I would not quickly just write up a last chapter to wind things up. I will write what I was originally planning to write, the full story. But I just do not know when. It WILL be finished, trust me when I say that; I WILL NOT be leaving it incomplete. It will also carry on from where I left off time-wise. In all probability I will finish the whole thing before posting so as not to leave you hanging again.

Best wishes, Helen

Going Home : A teaser...

WELCOME BACK!!!So thrilled to see this!!!

i'll check everytime i think about my favorite EJ in the whole fandom.That'll be every hour i guess. i miss them so much i can't hardly stand it.Don't mean to hurry,please take your time,glad to know a long break made everything better for you. :)

i'm grateful that you'll be finishing the story,but also very sad to see it end.i thought it would make a full circle on Christmas,maybe a short episode?PLEASE?i really want to celebrate the first anniversary with our boys.

Though i love everything you wrote,GH is so special that it means much more than a fanfic or a great story to me.Reading GH could be a mind scouring for me, feels like going home,and not alone anymore.

Anyhow,thank you so much.

from Taiwan

Precious files of River on youtube


my message to sky21phoenix:  

Hi Sky : i'm a River fan from Taiwan ,thank you so much for sharing these precious files, i've never thought i'd be able to be aware of how River lived in his real life in such a loviing way ,though there's a part of me always felt his love and passion through his characters,his songs, words and faith.

River was a gift from heaven above,i live with my love for him everyday,thank you soooo much,at first i didn't notice that you're "Sky", i knew River considered you as one of his best friends,now i can understand that.

Hope there's more to come^^

birth month meme

I got tagged by enniscake

→ Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list. 

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.